discussin music

well she called back and she thinks maybe the band wont work. she gets off at 1am. thats ina fucking long time. but its kidna bad news. ive gotta say that id think id be the one to say the band wont work. this to me reminds me of the situation that occured in guild awhile ago when daer tried to dissolve the guild. you dont want it to dissolve, you wanna be able to push through it. but we'll see. i guess we'll see if she can tolerate all of my ways~.

i left her a message saying we should meet like five days a week. because im like writing shit every day. and its really important for her to be there too. i left her another message as well, tellin her i was gonna go to the piano bar at midnight. i mean, what can i say. we'll see though. im just gonna keep doing my shit, and we'll see how everything goes between us. if she doesnt wanna come out thats her choice. but im gonna keep writing either way. like i was doing before. and eh, its her choice if she wants to get involved with it. so yeah. over time we figure out how things needa be. i know she's got the things she wants to do thats fine. but i wanna work hard and i wanna make some good stuff. and i can only do that with other people. and i wanna be able to work hard.