the sadness of lennon kinda gets to me in a bad way

so i have the beatles discog playing. played a shit show with kids last night. spent way too many hours with those guys. went there at 8? came home at nearly 3am. 7 hours of shit. god how shitty that was that one dude was screamin his ass off and the other was fuckin playin a million fuckin miles a minute. it was no fuckin good. and every tmie id try to play somethin this kid'd try'n tell me what to fuckin do hah what fuckin bullshit dude. just step the fuck off i'll control what comes out of my instrument thanks heh. just fuck off kindly heh. so yeah i left there not to happy heh. im not gonna have someone tell me what to play n shit. n the dude was too fucking desperate. and he's doin drugs while fuckin havin probs to begin with. n the other dude was a fucking jerk hah singing his ass off "loud" just cause we were in a "punk" club, what a fucking mess man. im sorry i got involved with those fucking idiots man. what fucking dweebs. and it was utter shit. what a fucking shitty performance. it'll suck if i ever go back there cause it'll be with that shit in memory. what a fucking shitty performance. man ive never had a performance so shitty in all my time in fucking columbus. what a fucking rediculous ass show. absolutely fuckin rediculous. these kids are fuckin rediculous. the music is fuckin rediculous. that guys singin is fuckin rediculous. whole fuckin thing is rediculous. what a shitty ass fuckin show. ive never had such a shitty show in my entire life. reminds me of all the shit back in the day. i guess these're the kinda guys that needa practice. my shit comes natural man. i dont needa fuckin practice all day. they do some rediculous ass shit. one dude was tryin to play as fast as he fuckin could. whats the fuckin fun in that man. do you always have to play fuckinm fast? and the other fuckin dude was just screamin his fuckin ass off. what a fuckin rediculous pair of fuckers. and i fuckin wasted 7 hours. thats the fuckin end of that shit. never fuckin again. what a fuckin joke. what a fuckin rediculous pair of people. what a fucking rediculous ass situation.