day 2 of the month of listened-music

so yeah. thinking about my music. and how like, ive been like striving for this whole... chilled out, drawn out vibe and yet... pop is all about the eccentricities of people. i thikn when you get way too focused in your view you kinda miss the cake. like lately ive been thinknig about how people become nerdy about shit and exploit it out to the point where you arent even enjoying it the way its meant to be. like... being nerdy about the bible. or then being nerdy or overly focused upon my words, mining new meanings out of old ones. like the race-police who seem to be reading into films so in depth that they seem to just be seeking for something that agrees with their point of view, far from objective, its just obsessive, and seems terrible. but that seems to be like the sort of way people like their music out here in the midwest. like obsessively so.