2 albums to be done this month

so i have the goal of recording two records this month. the recording portion is most improtant, packaging can be done later, im just concerned with the files.

so yeah.

two albums
the welsh assembly presents anita herald and
the welsh assembly presents sandeep sehbi

and the welsh assembly is our creative group. so together we'll be working the computer and helping each other and stuff. but largely it'll be the person being featured's calls for these albums. and so for my part of it i need to figure out what songs i want featured on the album.

we'll see how well we work together. but this is the best idea i can think of. and i can already see its really rough. but im going to get something out of this either way, my songs are going to sound the way i want them to. anita also will get something that is according to her own preferences but im not sure if she'll like the final outcome. i already like how my recordings sound anyway, so i dont think ill get disappointed.

so this is getting more and more annoying. i try and bring up the details for our meeting and instead of responding coherently anita tries to repremand me for asking her to go to cleveland. what the fuck heh. fuckin bitch ;p. dont fuckin try and tell me nonsense like that. see thats the sort of shit i can do without. im not looking for someone whose going to send me daggers. fuck this shit heh. that was a deal breaker in my book heh. fucking rediculous. its fucking rediculous. why should i be fucking bothering with someone whose fucking got these daggers up her sleeves ready to throw my way. thats fucking rediculous and i certainly dont want any part of that shit. she can record my album, and ill record hers, but we wont be friendly. maybe ill take her to new york, but there's certain things that she'll get restricted from. the point is, she'll be restricted from them ebcause she's considered unfit for them rather than because she's just not meant to invade the privacy. she's a bit of a fucker and i don't need fuckers in my personal shit. she's just fucking like sitting there and im pretty sure she'll bite at any time. and this isn't the first fucking time that she's done this shit. a few days ago she fucking told me not to call her.

its fucking rediculous. i dont give a shit how shitty your schedule is, you needa give me the basics so that i can operate accordingly. instead, she's keeping her shit veiled, has plans to go to school in june? and i guess she's gonna be workin while she's in school? i dunno man. but if this bands got any long term hope she's got to be free. otherwise if i have a part where she's singing anything critical then those songs will be unperformable. so i think on the recordings we shouldnt really have much stuff on each others recordings otherwise youll find yourself in the position iw as in when the band broke and youre im my head and basically everything wasnt playable. when we already know that this shit wont work then why bother intermixing our shit too much. so what we should do is check our lyrics, and check our chords n stuff.

im guessing she's at work now.
this whole thing is crazy, if i try to contact her and she's at work she yells at me. i mean thats fucking rediculous how the fuck am i supposed to contact her at all then. i mean i need the ability to actually speak with this girl otherwise shit gets annoying. she's like, worried she's going to get punished, so she punishes her friends. she's rude to her friends why? because she's at work. it's fuckin rude. and meanwhile, im working on the music. its fucking rediculous. so thursday and saturday, and hopefully we'll be finished by then. because i think im about ready to be done with this situation. its fucking rediculous man. all sorts of bullshit, "wah i dont wanna go to cleveland im tired" what a fucking whiner man, and then all sorts of other shit. it was fucking rediculous. and then all the shit with her mom and her mom says go get a ID and she gets it. i mean the fact is im going to be myself always im not going stop being me just because you dont want me to be. im guessing she's furious because im texting her at work but its her own fucking power to turn her damn phone off man. and if she wants to bitch about it im going to stop regarding her current state as my priority. i may just text her for the hell of it because i dont need some 18 year old girl bitching at me about bullshit. im going to text when i need to, and if she wants to continue this, she'll tolerate it, otherwise she won't, and i won't tolerate her intolerance. im going to keep being me. so yeah. its fucking rediculous. now its like 4, she's meant to be off by 12, and im not sure whats going on there. but its like, how many hours, 8 hours? i guess that makes sense if she got into work at 4. then she just started at like 4, and maybe she's been in there for forteen minutes. but there's no fucking way for me to know how thats going on because she wont actually tell me what time her shit is and i bet she's sitting there getting angry to herself because im texting her but i need to know when she's coming so that i can plan my shit accordingly. but instead of making it easy for me she wants me to fucking have my schedule open as shit for her who works all the time and can never do anything. its fucking crazy man. she's got all these restrictions and stuff which is fine but she's acting like my own time isnt important so thats kinda fucked up. so yeah. i dont know what the fuck is going on there.

so i guess what i should do for myself is just take a selection of stuff from this month stick it on a cd and call it "The Welsh Assembly presents Sandeep Sehbi" and stick them all on CD and let people buy them for 5 bucks ill copywrite the disc.